Tml is Friday! =)

-Can slp till my hrt content
-Can have our family bonding (2 weeks since Papa saw Baby Kayleigh)
-Last of all,can meet Papa Soon on Sat (i miss him)

haha!my lappy is back home..Brought Baby Kayleigh 2 poly clinic today 4 her 5th mth jab..omg it was hell man!My Mama went 4 blood test leaving Baby Kayleigh alone wif mi 2 bring her 4 her jab!she was a terror man!Even b4 e jab was given 2 her, she started grabing my glasses n pulling my hair despite mi tying it up.goodness!n kept crying!At tat moment i felt lyk a real Aunty man..Hair lyk "siao cha bo"..glasses dropping lyk a "lao ah ma"..lol!And as usual once e virus got injected into her body she wil eventually faint after crying..lol!

Went Bishan 4 lunch wif Mama n Baby Kayleigh n den off 2 collect my lap top..Backed home after collecting!Now i'm freaking hell waiting 4 tt stupid "Soon Ah Guang" 2 finish his lion dance b4 we can go back 2 Woodlands together..Idert!Waste my beautiful Sat waiting 4 him!annoying piece of shit..haha!

photos of Little Kayleigh!

OMG spider webs everywhere!lol..i finally have e tym 2 blog..been real real busy wif work!Totally has got NO life.weekdays is al abt work go home eat,bath n slp.haha!Ok well i'm adapting 2 my new life!Also i'm starting 2 enjoy my job..But there's stil fucked up customers who pisses mi off at tyms but i fucking dun give a damn abt them.lol!

Secondly,baby Kayleigh is already 5 mths old.How tym flies!Is indeed amazing..Of course she's put-ing on weight,growing in length,and also growing in knowledge..haha!It's indeed great satisfactory 2 see her growing day by day..

Thirdly mi n Mr Soon is getting on alright..nt tat great n nt tat bad!haha!Ever since i've started work we've been meeting lyk onli on weekends.Sumtyms nv even get 2 meet!Reason being his on duty on weekends..So tml is Sat n mi n Baby Kayleigh is goin back Woodlands..Excited 2 see him but on e other hand turn off 2 see sum others.lol!

Fourth,it's been ages since i met up wif Loy,Cindy n Pat together..hope u 3 r doin great n pls do find tym 2 meet up wif mi tix busy wrking lady n busy mummy k?Pls someone initiate 4 a meet up!I'm bad at planning therefore i'm sounding someone to..haha!

I'm sorry 4 such a wordy post as my lappy had sent 4 repair therefore no photos r uploaded because i'm using my sissy lap top!haha..will upload photos of my little nun once my lap top is back provided if i have e tym.haha!

muahahaha!i finally appeared again..lol!lyk finally i have tym 2 sit in front of e com n blog.Baby Kayleigh is sick once again.So i got 2 take leave 2 bring her 2 e doc..her nose is running lyk a water tap..poor gal!Hope she recovers FAST!tml i'll b finally goin back Woodlands..well jux 2 spend some tym wif him n let him spend tym wif his little gal.Actually our marriage seems rocky!We've been quarrelling so much lately.seldom meet, seldom tok on e phone but yet stil can quarrel..how terrible can tix b?haha..well i learn 2 take tinks easy cuz there's nothing much i can do!Sumtyms i have my reasons 4 doin certain tinks.So dun make assumption or wat so ever ya?Shall nt blog too much abt tix cuz is lyk wat's e point?haha..

ok,i seriously miss doreen loy!It's been lyk nearly a mth since i last met her!i seriously wonder when wil b e next tym we'll meet up again?She's busy wif wrk n i'm busy wif wrk!Babe "we got 2 find tym 2 meet up!I MISS YOU SO!"..haha!

Work is quite ok 4 mi thou except maybe making a mistake ytd which might make my company lose abt 200 to 300 hundred U.S dollars.lol!but luckily no 1 scolded mi..instead they told mi 2 learn frm my mistake n nv 2 repeat e mistake again!lol.. Baby Kayleigh went 4 her haircut last Sunday!She looks so cute,lyk a nun..haha!thx Jennifer babe 4 introducing e "mao bi" thingie..I'm excited n is looking forward 2 collect it..lol!

pictures of my little NUN!
overdue pics!

Finally off day..work is tiring mi out!it's gonna b 11pm n i'm feeling slpy..gosh!i have so much 2 blog abt during e week but by e tym when i have e tym 2 sit inform of e com i simply can't rem anytink..haha!erm i'm trying 2 get use 2 wrk,i guess!lol..n i hope Baby Kayleigh wil get use 2 goin 2 e babysitter's place..she seems upset every morning when i send her 2 e babysitter!i look forward 2 ending wrk everyday.once i knock off,i'll rushed al e way hm so tat i can see Baby Kayleigh asap n so tat i'll b able 2 spend alittle tym wif her b4 she turns in..

Darling came 2 pick mi up frm work ytd which is reali so unlike him.guess his feeling guilty 4 neglecting mi!but well i'm quite glad but on e other hand i stil find him annoying n in-sensitive!he jolly well noes tat today is my off day n yet his nt spending tym wif mi n his Baby!reali dunno wat is he tinking..al he care abt is HIMSELF..*speechless*..

went Expo 4 Baby Fair today..met Jennifer n Etrini!haha..bought diapers n wipes 4 Baby Kayleigh!nothing much 2 buy thou..

i'm gonna doze off infront of e com man!gonna slp NOW NOW NOW..good nite! =)

I'm suppose 2 b working at tix point in tym..haha!But nope,i'm not at e office but at home!Baby Kayleigh is down wif fever after her jab,therefore i got 2 start wrk a day later!yup..She's recovering n is gaining back her babbly self.. =)


haiz..i seriously dunno where should i start saying frm!i've been feeling real down since ytd i guess?well sumtyms i reali do wonder if i've reali made e right decisions?i could have jux bear e responsibility as an unwed mummy instead of getting myself so upset over tat guy who got mi pregnant..wat's e point of getting married when e guy hardly bear any responsibility 4 his wife n his baby?al he does is jux contribute alittle money(cuz his nt earning alot) when ask frm every mth with mutiples of reminders..n den he jux hack care abt every single tink!enjoy his life in camp..goin back 2 his mum side after booking out of camp!when asked if he would 2 come Hougang visit his wife n daughter he claims tat his LAZY..n when told abt his baby being sick,his comment was "orh bi".. how am i 2 carry on my life wif such a guy wif such attitude?i feel so speechless n reali dunno wat should i do?i felt tat i've been reali nice 2 him..but he doesn't even appreciate at al!now tat i'm gonna start wrking ,he didn't even ask mi where i'll b wrking at?wat's my wrking tym?who is gonna look after Baby Kayleigh?none of e above questions came out frm him..i seriously need sum solutions 4 tix prob..it's bothering mi BADLY! =(

I hate it when u doubt mi,
hate it when u dun trust mi,
hate it when u dun care 4 mi,
hate it when u attitude mi,
n last of al hate it when i dun feel ur LOVE!

*i'm feeling so down today! =(