E fat mi & Baby Kayleigh
Webcam at my place

Freak i was happily blogging 1 chunk of shits n i accidentally hit a button n everytink is gone.Fuck it n it's nt saved at al..So forget it i shall jux upload pics instead..

Went parkway wif my Mama n Baby Kayleigh last nite..haha!Shopping 4 CNY clothes.Got 2 start buying sum now b4 Feb comes n got 2 rush n end up buying ugly clothes.It's been lyk so long since i can go shop 4 proper dresses.Pregnant tym,couldn't even buy any clothes n oso i dare nt buy too many!Cuz i noe i wun b wearing maternity clothes nw tat i've given birth.haha!I love shopping man n whenever i'm in e mood i'll wanna buy lyk everytink..haha!Sat i'll b goin wif Darling 2 continue my part 2 of shopping!Yeah..At least i did sumtink unusual frm al e other different days!haha..

Haha!Went back to Woodlands on Fri..In laws came 2 pick mi up!Was back 4 a nite n den Sat back home..Darling has got 2 book into camp at 6am on Sun!lol..Which means i'm allow 2 go clubbing on Sat nite.I went NEVERLAND again!Weee..haha..Also i visited TRUST 4 e 1st tym.Tat place was boring..Lyk sum hokkien ''ge tai''..lol!Tat place is different frm NEVERLAND.TRUST provides guys 2 company u if requested..N most of e guys r china man!Wtf rite?I tink i onli saw lyk 1 handsome thai guy n tatz it..haha!N of course i was a good good wife of Mr Soon.I jux sat dere n observe al e old aunties enjoying themsleves wif e young men!Thinking of e atmosphere dere makes mi sad.Is lyk women throwing money 2 those guys jux 4 tat short term of happiness.haiz!Alright back 2 wat i've done.Tat day reached hm at 5.30am..Lucky my Mama took care of Baby Kayleigh tat nite!haha..Thx Mama!lol..Was home slping e whole of Sun!Was god damn it tired!Maybe i'm getting on age cannot ''tong'' till so late..N 4 tix week i better b good n stay hm if nt my Mama is gonna slaughter mi 2 death..haha!It's been such a long tym since i last party till so hard..haha!Yeah-ness..I'm a happy woman!

Saw her folding her ear wif 2 fingers holding on

Happy 2nd year anni 2 Mr Soon MG!(Dating period)

Happy 2nd month-sary to Baby Kayleigh!

Well thx 2 my Mama 4 quarrelling wif mi last nite!haha..She made mi moody so my Sis brought mi out.Yeah!haha..We went Thai club it was mad fun..E performance was veri entertaining n e pple dere were veri friendly.You could just drink n get mad n dance till ur hrt content,i didn't go mad thou cuz was kinda shy.haha!We went 2 places 1 was NEVERLAND e other was SOCIAL.Omg e thai guys were fucking hot!Argggg...haha!E gals r hot too..No pics were taken cuz i was too busy bio-ing e hot babes n hunks.haha!I'll b goin back again 4 sure..Life is jux al abt enjoying n having fun.. =)

Fucking moody!

This is where i can rant out al my feelings..Cuz nobody wil b so god damn it free 2 hear mi complain over e same old tinks tat wil forever occur once in a few days tym..I jux quarrelled wif my Mama as usual.Sumtyms i tried 2 control my anger n nt agrue back but her words r jux so hrt piercing.She calls mi "bai chi","prostitude" n so on..As a normal human who e hell can keep quiet n nt defense herself when such remarks r being told str8 in ur face?For mi i can't..I feel so fuck up n irritated when my Mama uses such foul words on mi.It makes mi sad!It makes mi feel so un-loved..I noe tat she does have temper n sumtyms i admit i'm at fault 4 pissing her off but she should at least run e words through b4 saying it out.Doesn't she noe it's gonna hurt mi so badly?I noe tat she's nice 2 mi.She's my source of everytink..But tat doesn't gives her e right 2 jux keep scolding mi everyday!I hate 2 b nagged at..I feel tat i'm alreadi a big gal or rather an adult,i DO NOT lyk 2 b nagged at over small little tinks..Y mux she keeps blaming mi 4 getting married so young?Y mux she alwayz says tat i "gian song"?I feel so fucking pissed off when she says al tix..I noe it's my fault 4 nt making plans b4 marriage..But dere's nothing i can do now!Y is it tat when ever she cry it'll b my fault?Everyone wil blame mi 4 nt being filial..Whatever la!Fucking hate al tix shit..Today is jux nt my day! =(

Couldn't resist taking photos of this cute little gal.lol!It's enjoyable jux staying home wif her alone.Snapping every actions n movements of her's!haha..

I've kinda gotten use 2 Darling being in camp..I dunno 2 say if i'm being mean 4 nt missing him at tyms.haha!He was jux complaining tat day,saying his veri sure tat i'm so use 2 him being in camp.Beggining when he was 1st enlisted i'll msg him lyk 3,4 msg-es a day telling him how much i miss him n blah blah blah.N since Baby Kayleigh is out for e pass 2 mths i've stopped msging him.Reason being sumtyms i'm too busy tat i've forgetten 2 msg him or when i feel lyk msg-ing i've got no idea wat 2 say.haha!Actually i'm shocked tat he'll voice this out 2 mi..He totally doesn't look lyk e sort who wil look forward 2 receiving my msg-es every single day when he on his phone.haha!I didn't noe a man wif such high ego would actually need such attention frm mi.lol!After confessing his feelings 2 mi,i've been back msging him everyday b4 i slp n when i'm awake.Guess he muz b flying over e moon..lol!I'll bear in mind nt to neglect him in watever i'm doin..

I LOVE YOU,Soon Min Guang my husband! =)

First entry 4 e yr 2010..haha!Well tinking back when i'm stil in primary sch..Today marks e 1st day of sch in a new yr.Usually our teachers wil ask us to write down our New Yr Resolutions!I would stil wanna continue tix habit tat i've cultivated since primary sch.
1)To start wrk in March
2)Put in savings 4 Baby Kayleigh
3)Try nt 2 over spent n save 4 rainy days
4)Maintain a good marriage
5)Provide Baby Kayleigh e best in everytink
This is al i'm able 2 jot down..Once this resloutions r accomplished i'll head 4 bigger resolutions..haha!

1st Jan-Woke up at 11plus..Get ready n off 2 ECP 4 our cycling session.ECP was pack wif pple..We cycled for 2 hrs which cuases hurting butts!It was great sweating it out..Went home at 5 plus.haha!My Mama cooked steamboat..Ate together wif My Mama.my sis.sis ex gf n Darling.It was nice tat my sis said hi 2 Darling!haha..After which my sis got drunk n started getting abit dramatic!I noe she was sad!She n her 8 yrs gf had broke up..Reason being her ex gf felt tat their r/s was stagnant & her mum wants her 2 find a guy n get married.Seeing my sis getting so upset reali made mi realise how impt it is 2 appreciate n treasure e pple around u tat reali love & care 4 u.

2nd Jan-Went 4 sum fortune tellling wif My Mama n Aunt n den back to Woodlands!haha..Spend e whole sat at Woodlands home reason was Darling is tired.He slept lyk nearly e whole day.Tat nite Baby Kayleigh was super cranky.Starting frm 11plus she was awake till lyk 7am.So i'm lyk super shag looking lyk a mad woman.lol!I onli get 2 fall aslp when my MIL took over 2 tk of her in e morning.

3rd Jan-After waking up frm my sleep i went jogging wif Darling!Nt even half around round e estate i'm alreadi panting lyk a freak..Around 6pm My Mama came to pick mi,Baby Kayleigh n Darling.Went 4 dinner at Causeway,after tat off 2 Sembawang camp we went.Bye bye Darling!See u on Fri i hope..8/01/10!Our 2nd yr annivasary..haha!

4th Jan-I'm back at Hougang..Home alone wif Baby Kayleigh n blogging right now! =)