muahahaha!i finally appeared again..lol!lyk finally i have tym 2 sit in front of e com n blog.Baby Kayleigh is sick once again.So i got 2 take leave 2 bring her 2 e doc..her nose is running lyk a water tap..poor gal!Hope she recovers FAST!tml i'll b finally goin back Woodlands..well jux 2 spend some tym wif him n let him spend tym wif his little gal.Actually our marriage seems rocky!We've been quarrelling so much lately.seldom meet, seldom tok on e phone but yet stil can quarrel..how terrible can tix b?haha..well i learn 2 take tinks easy cuz there's nothing much i can do!Sumtyms i have my reasons 4 doin certain tinks.So dun make assumption or wat so ever ya?Shall nt blog too much abt tix cuz is lyk wat's e point?haha..

ok,i seriously miss doreen loy!It's been lyk nearly a mth since i last met her!i seriously wonder when wil b e next tym we'll meet up again?She's busy wif wrk n i'm busy wif wrk!Babe "we got 2 find tym 2 meet up!I MISS YOU SO!"..haha!

Work is quite ok 4 mi thou except maybe making a mistake ytd which might make my company lose abt 200 to 300 hundred U.S dollars.lol!but luckily no 1 scolded mi..instead they told mi 2 learn frm my mistake n nv 2 repeat e mistake again!lol.. Baby Kayleigh went 4 her haircut last Sunday!She looks so cute,lyk a nun..haha!thx Jennifer babe 4 introducing e "mao bi" thingie..I'm excited n is looking forward 2 collect it..lol!

pictures of my little NUN!
overdue pics!

Finally off day..work is tiring mi out!it's gonna b 11pm n i'm feeling slpy..gosh!i have so much 2 blog abt during e week but by e tym when i have e tym 2 sit inform of e com i simply can't rem anytink..haha!erm i'm trying 2 get use 2 wrk,i guess!lol..n i hope Baby Kayleigh wil get use 2 goin 2 e babysitter's place..she seems upset every morning when i send her 2 e babysitter!i look forward 2 ending wrk everyday.once i knock off,i'll rushed al e way hm so tat i can see Baby Kayleigh asap n so tat i'll b able 2 spend alittle tym wif her b4 she turns in..

Darling came 2 pick mi up frm work ytd which is reali so unlike him.guess his feeling guilty 4 neglecting mi!but well i'm quite glad but on e other hand i stil find him annoying n in-sensitive!he jolly well noes tat today is my off day n yet his nt spending tym wif mi n his Baby!reali dunno wat is he tinking..al he care abt is HIMSELF..*speechless*..

went Expo 4 Baby Fair today..met Jennifer n Etrini!haha..bought diapers n wipes 4 Baby Kayleigh!nothing much 2 buy thou..

i'm gonna doze off infront of e com man!gonna slp NOW NOW NOW..good nite! =)

I'm suppose 2 b working at tix point in tym..haha!But nope,i'm not at e office but at home!Baby Kayleigh is down wif fever after her jab,therefore i got 2 start wrk a day later!yup..She's recovering n is gaining back her babbly self.. =)


haiz..i seriously dunno where should i start saying frm!i've been feeling real down since ytd i guess?well sumtyms i reali do wonder if i've reali made e right decisions?i could have jux bear e responsibility as an unwed mummy instead of getting myself so upset over tat guy who got mi pregnant..wat's e point of getting married when e guy hardly bear any responsibility 4 his wife n his baby?al he does is jux contribute alittle money(cuz his nt earning alot) when ask frm every mth with mutiples of reminders..n den he jux hack care abt every single tink!enjoy his life in camp..goin back 2 his mum side after booking out of camp!when asked if he would 2 come Hougang visit his wife n daughter he claims tat his LAZY..n when told abt his baby being sick,his comment was "orh bi".. how am i 2 carry on my life wif such a guy wif such attitude?i feel so speechless n reali dunno wat should i do?i felt tat i've been reali nice 2 him..but he doesn't even appreciate at al!now tat i'm gonna start wrking ,he didn't even ask mi where i'll b wrking at?wat's my wrking tym?who is gonna look after Baby Kayleigh?none of e above questions came out frm him..i seriously need sum solutions 4 tix prob..it's bothering mi BADLY! =(

I hate it when u doubt mi,
hate it when u dun trust mi,
hate it when u dun care 4 mi,
hate it when u attitude mi,
n last of al hate it when i dun feel ur LOVE!

*i'm feeling so down today! =(

I'm feeling so tired today!yawns..haha!Been out nearly e whole day!Woke up at 6 in e morning as i've stayed at Woodlands last nite.Drove Darling n his camp mate 2 ECP den back home!Bathed n den rushed 2 Ochard 4 job interview..End up while filling e application form halfway,i flipped 2 e declaration part..Was told 2 pay agent fees n a bond is suppose 2 b paid if u brk e bond!So i returned their clipped board n pen & left..Had lunch at Taka!After which went 2 e Baby's Fair..Bought quite a number of tinks 4 Baby Kayleigh!After tat rushed 2 Mount Alvernia..Baby Kayleigh is not feeling well!She was given 2 types of medication..Went down 2 Aunt's place 2 collect stuff n after tat Tanjong Pagar we went 4 my another job interview..E interview was a success n i'm starting wrk tix Monday!Omg i'm so excited cuz i'm gonna b earning my own money!WoooHooo...But 2 tink of it i'm gonna MISS Baby Kayleigh real lots..E thought of leaving her makes mi alittle sad! =( But well i believe in tym 2 come i'll get use 2 it!

Fuck it man once again my MIL pissed mi off..I'm so lazy 2 put into words but i onli noe I HATE HER!y wouldn't she jux leave us alone?y muz she b in control of everytink?y muz she insist her son 2 go back Woodlands when his married & his wife n baby is staying at Hougang?She's jux a fucking damn old heck..Well i feel tat she should cut al those acts infront of mi!It's too fake 4 mi 2 accept it..I mean if she reali has tat acting talent she should jux join Mediacorp instead of being a MAD woman calling her son every now n den asking him where is he & keeps reminding him 2 go back Woodlands!Is she right in her mind?..Fucking cheebye!I dunno y is she doin tat 4 but i jux hope she FUCK OFF my life..As 4 my husband he can listen 2 his mum 4 al i care cuz i've assure him tat i'll get back 2 him 4 treating mi tix way cuz of his mad & screw loose mum..

Baby Kayleigh is 4 months old today!


Forced 2 taste SourCream by My sis!

Went 4 Nathan's 1 yr birthday bash!haha..E buffet was great!I simply love food cathered frm Neo Gardens!Tasted extremely nice..Yums!After tat headed 2 NSRCC 4 Cindy's birthday celebration part 2..Reached dere at 7 plus & waited 4 Loy,Uncle Clayton & Ling Ling 2 reached so tat we can start our drinking session..lol!Had 1 super slow round of MJ b4 they came.I won $29..Thx Loy & Cindy 4 donating into my donation box located infront of my chest..wahahaha!Ok e drinking session was FUCKED up..I simply hate Vodka!It makes mi sick seriously!I felt lyk total shit after tat..Cabbed home at 5plus together wif our drunkard & cat-walking Loy & Uncle Clayton..Thx Uncle Clayton 4 e ride home..U r stil as nice 2 mi ar?haha!If onli..hahhahahahahaha!Reached home at 6 & obviously i've gotten a good scolding frm my Mama!Nothing new..lol!I ignored,went 4 my bath & dived into my bed str8 away..lol!I slept & slept..I jux woke up frm my beautiful slp..But i'm stil feeling slpy..gosh!

At Nathan's place!

At Cindy's Birthday Chalet!

hahaha!Mummy wif Baby Kayleigh!

My VAIO is spoilt..irritating!A stupid thick line appeared at e bottom of e screen ytd!Which means i'm sending it 4 repair either today or tml.. =( Which oso means i can't surf net till my com is done wif repairing!I'm gonna fucking hell rot 2 death at home..
I'm suppose 2 b goin out wif Darling today but my Mama doesn't allow mi 2..How annoying can tix b?I wanna go swimming cuz e weather is killing mi!
Oh n tml wil b Cindy's part 2 bday celebration..haha!Quite excited as i'll b meeting frens tat i've not seen 4 ages..haha!I guess i'll b taking tons n tons of photos..Wow e thought of it is alreadi making mi excited!wahaha..

Photos of Kayleigh!

Finally free 2 blog..my internet was down for 2 freaking days which made mi almost bored 2 death!lol..Omg i've been out almost lyk freaking everyday n my Mama is super "bui song" wif mi as usual..haha!But e fact is most of e tym i'm at home n i rarely go out meet my frens n have fun!I onli go out occasionally besides tix few days..lol!
Thurs,i met Darling & went 2 Ah Neh's place for MJ..
Fri,went sis fren's place 4 steamboat,followed by gambling..
Sat,went Neverland wif sis & frens..
Sun,went cousin Jerry's place 4 house warming,after which AMK hub 4 movie wif Darling..
Mon,went town wif Darling 2 shop 4 Cindy's bday present..

Tue,went 4 Cindy's 21st bday celebration on a yacht..(It was an experience),Neverland after that..

Before goin Cousin's house warming!

Town wif Darling!

At his place! On e yacht!At Neverland!