Thursday, January 7, 2010

Fucking moody!

This is where i can rant out al my feelings..Cuz nobody wil b so god damn it free 2 hear mi complain over e same old tinks tat wil forever occur once in a few days tym..I jux quarrelled wif my Mama as usual.Sumtyms i tried 2 control my anger n nt agrue back but her words r jux so hrt piercing.She calls mi "bai chi","prostitude" n so on..As a normal human who e hell can keep quiet n nt defense herself when such remarks r being told str8 in ur face?For mi i can't..I feel so fuck up n irritated when my Mama uses such foul words on mi.It makes mi sad!It makes mi feel so un-loved..I noe tat she does have temper n sumtyms i admit i'm at fault 4 pissing her off but she should at least run e words through b4 saying it out.Doesn't she noe it's gonna hurt mi so badly?I noe tat she's nice 2 mi.She's my source of everytink..But tat doesn't gives her e right 2 jux keep scolding mi everyday!I hate 2 b nagged at..I feel tat i'm alreadi a big gal or rather an adult,i DO NOT lyk 2 b nagged at over small little tinks..Y mux she keeps blaming mi 4 getting married so young?Y mux she alwayz says tat i "gian song"?I feel so fucking pissed off when she says al tix..I noe it's my fault 4 nt making plans b4 marriage..But dere's nothing i can do now!Y is it tat when ever she cry it'll b my fault?Everyone wil blame mi 4 nt being filial..Whatever la!Fucking hate al tix shit..Today is jux nt my day! =(

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