haha..Today marks e last day of 2009!Well i've passed e yr wif many happy n unhappy events.But overall i should b glad tat a brand new yr wil b arriving in abt 8 hrs tym.Haha!Hope life wil b great n smooth sailing 4 mi in yr 2010.. =) I wish everyone Happy New Year!

Well tonight i wun b having any activities on as i'll b goin over to my grandma's place 4 steamboat!Yummy..haha!No special activities on as i dun wish 2 plan 4 one which wil dissapoint mi..So i'll stay hm n await e new yr wif my Mama & Baby Kayleigh! =) Anyone attending Sentosa countdown my Darling wil b 1 of e performers(Stilt Walker) which explains another reason y i'm hm wif jux my Mama n Baby Kayleigh..haha!

I hope tat everyday wil b a better day 4 mi..

Catching housefly while slping

1st smiling photo captured

It's jux another home alone wif mi n Baby Kayleigh.My mummy is wrking!haha..Ever since Baby Kayleigh is out my life is simply home home n home.I'll b home most of e tym on weekdays.Weekends depends if dere's pple 2 help tk of her.I dun mind jux staying hm wif tix little gal..Cuz i noe sumwhere in March i'll b goin out 2 wrk n i'll have 2 b separated frm her.So here is e tym 4 mi 2 spend wif her. =)

Last nite i didn't get 2 tok on e phone wif Darling.Reason was cuz his having HELL day in camp.Meaning training for 24 hrs till tonight 9pm.Poor army boys got 2 suffer so much..N he was so random n text mi saying tat he misses mi n feels nt use 2 it as i'm nt beside him.It feels weird hearing those words frm him!N oso last sat,we were eating fish n chips when he suddenly asked mi 4 my plate n helped mi 2 cut e fish.After tat he asked mi if i'll eat e salad?I told him i'll eat it if dere's 5 packets of thousand island placed infront of mi.He stood up n got it 4 mi..I told him nt 2 b so nice 2 mi cuz i'm scare.Wat was his intention?Jux being sweet?Trying 2 make up 4 e day b4?Or other wise?Totally no idea..Maybe i'm jux being paranoid!

Omg i'm goin cycling this fri wif ITE frens!Am excited..Hope nothing cock up!I freaking hell need 2 lose tat fats..I feel fat!I wanna fit back into al my clothes..I wanna look pretty once again!I wanna gain back tat confident!haha..

Back frm Woodlands!Spent a long weekend wif Darling..This yr Christmas eve was as memorable as 2 yrs back.Haha!Nt in a good way but bad!Darling told mi tat he'll b booking out tat night around 7 plus 8.Waited 4 his cal but received no calls frm him,it was alreadi 8pm stil no calls.So i assumed tat he was stil in camp.Decided to drive 2 his camp 2 surprise him,cuz e nite b4 we were toking on e phone n he told mi there was tix old ah ma carrying a small boy waiting 4 sumone 2 book out of camp & he was wondering if i'll b e 1 outside 1 day waiting 4 him 2 book out wif Baby Kayleigh!Reached his camp outside without any idea when he'll b out.So i was msg-ing doreen telling her how bored i am waiting stupidly.haha!Den doreen question mi..''Rowen!Wat if he book out alreadi but u dunno?''My reply was ''impossible!He 4 sure wil cal mi once his out of camp,so i believe his nt out of camp!''So i tried calling his phone but stil off,tried msging no reply.At last decided 2 cal his hse 2 jux check if his hm.Called n my MIL picked up.N omg his nt onli at hm but his slping.I was totally out of words n tears started rolling down my cheeks.I was so looking forward 2 his book out jux 2 celebrate Christmas wif him n was excited 2 give his present 2 him.So i spoke 2 him n told him 2 get ready i'll drive over his place n pick him up n off we went 2 meet doreen n zihui!After awhile my MIL called.Saying Darling is veri tired n so late i wanna ask him out 2 where n blah blah blah.I was furious when i heard tat..So once i reached his place i went up.My MIL started questioning mi n al e shits!I blew my top n quarrelled wif her.I couldn't stand her anymore.After al e fucking shits we finally met up wif doreen n zihui at 11 plus.N tat was how i spent my Christmas eve tix yr,disappointing n sad! =(

25th Dec,went my hse downstairs 4 sum RC party.Ate buffet after tat came back hm 2 watch Spirited Away wif Darling.After which went 4 dinner n off we went 2 Woodlands..

26th Dec,together wif Darling brought Baby Kayleigh 2 e doc as she's losing her voice.Was afraid tat she's having sore throat.Glad tat she's fine n her lose of voice was due 2 screaming too much.lol..After which we headed 2 AMK Hub as it was near Mount Alvernia.It's e first tym we'll out together as a family.E feeling was nice n sweet..N presenting my Christams present frm Darling!Guess watch tat i've chossen myself..
This was how i spent my weekend wif lots of feelings involved..

Merry Christmas everyone!I'm goin out tonight 2 enjoy myself.. =)

Like finally..

God damn it..lol!Mi n my stupid blog,like finally done.Credits to Jennifer.But as 4 e images jux forget it!Wait till i got e mood 2 explore further.Yeah goodbye 2 my old blog!

Christmas is nearing!Am excited but i'm nt goin out!Damn..I wanna go out n have fun!But my dearest doreen is working tml n on Christmas!Maybe i could suggest 2 Darling 2 catch a movie or we shall bring Baby Kayleigh out with mummy,if his coming over my place after he book out.Went Hougang Mall ytd 2 get Darling's Christmas present!Hope he likes it..Am excited 2 see his reaction.haha!


Today went clinic 4 review.Veri good my wound is finally recovering..lol!Dr Lui suggested 2 mi 2 get anti-cervical cancer jab.Told him i'll get back 2 him as i wanted seek opinion frm my mummy n see if it's good!It's 3 jabs in total each jab costing $150..

Omg so fast tml is alreadi 24th Dec.Am recalling 2 yrs back when i'm stil having a crush on Darling & confess 2 him tat i actually likes him.WTF rite?Met him at Boat Quay by conincidence,stil remembering he was drinking wif his lion dance frens.Was so so happy!N here i am nw happily married 2 him & has started our little Soon family.