Ytd my Mama took off n brought mi 2 National Skin Centre.Reason was,i'm having these small looking oil looking tink around my eyes area.It's been dere for lyk years n it's increasing,n so finally i'm doin sumtink abt it.But sadly e doc says tat it's better 2 jux leave it alone.Lasering it away doesn't help cuz it'll come back again & 4 sum pple their skin might nt b able 2 heal back fully n wil cause infection n scars wil b left..So his advice was 2 jux leave it alone as long as it doesn't give mi prob!It's harmless..So sadly i jux got 2 grow old wif those ugly tiny shits on my face! =( This is known as Syringoma.They r tumours due to abnormal proliferation of sweat ducts in e skin.It occurs mainly in women..

After which i went Vivo 4 shopping!haha..N it's e 1st tym Baby Kayleigh took a train.lol!She was lyk pratically slping throughout e journey.haha!She must b enjoying e nice aircon..N finally i've bought al my new yr clothes.Took lyk damn long..Went 2 so many shopping centres!Parkway,Bugis,Town n lastly Vivo..Well i dun tink e clothes i bought r reali 2 my liking but i've got no choice!My size too big.. =(

Yup he(Min Guang) has finally found out abt mi adding a christian name 4 Baby Kayleigh in her birth cert.haha!Obiviously he was angry wif mi n said tt i wasn't respecting him as a husband n doin this behind his back.I mean if at e beginning u were 2 agree wif mi n allow mi 2,such tinks wouldn't happen rite?He was being so demanding n i felt tat he was being kinda childish too..He insisted tat i change back 2 e original name,if nt he wil let mi have Baby Kayleigh n wil leave mi 4 good n blah blah blah.Of course i told him it's up 2 him..No point keep quarrelling over e same tink over n over n over again.It's lyk fucking bo liao..Wat's weird was last nite i met him up for MJ session after tat he sent mi home.I asked if he would to stay over my place but he said no.End up he can stil ask mi stay his place instead.I mean lyk HELLO!U can't give in 2 mi how u wan mi 2 give in 2 u?Early morning 5am expect mi n Baby Kayleigh 2 go Woodlands stay den Sun evening travel back Hougang again?Lyk so silly n selfish of him.Baby Kayleigh is lyk stil so young her immune system isn't strong n dun expect a 2 mth old Baby 2 travel such a long distance..Actually i have so much to rant out but feel lyk there's no point saying so much cuz tinks wil stil b e same.Quarrel alreadi ok,den 2,3 days later quarrel again.This is alreadi lyk a routine..lol!I'm SO SO sick of al tix nonsnese fuck!hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

Alright i'm blogging now cuz i'm bored.haha!Tue went Bugis wif my Mama n Baby Kayleigh..Shopped lyk 3 hrs but can't find any dresses tat is of my size.How sad?I liked quite afew dresses but can't fit in.I need 2 slim down summore la!So pek cek noe?So fat hard 2 buy clothes.Sat i tink i've got 2 go town area n continue my search 4 cny clothes.I'm afraid dere's no tym cuz i'm quite choosy!haha..But at least i bought a pair of sweet n pretty pair of shoes from Cindy's favourite shop! =) Wed was suppose 2 go Dr Lui but appointment cancelled cuz was late n my sis wanna go 2 e tailor.haha!So appointment changed,tml..wahaha!Mon n today went my Ah ma hse tk of her!She's nt feeling well..Old alreadi 2,3 day once den giddy..Poor tink!

Today i was toking to my cousin asking her if she tried esential treatment cream.She said "No!"Den i was telling her i feel lyk trying but didn't buy.Ok dere's 2 colour 1 pink which is (light n bouncy hair) & orange was (smooth & manageable hair)..Pink was e onli 1 left on e shelf.I did nt buy it cuz i tot tat ur hair got 2 b light & bouncy or smooth n managable den u r suitable 4 e product.My cousin laughed at mi say i veri gong..Wat they meant was after using ur hair wil b of tat texture.haha!Quite embarassing but still funny la!Den i told Darling he says sum hair product is lyk how i thought it's suppose to b.."Pat dun keep laughing at mi la!"

Here i am blogging on a Sat afternoon when usually i'll b at Woodlands.Last nite had a super big quarrel wif Darling.Was supposed 2 wait 4 his parents come pick Mi n Baby Kayleigh n Darling back Woodlands.So when his parents reached his damn mum called!Keep insisting her son 2 get Baby Kayleigh Birth Cert frm mi 2 bring back.Obviously i wun pass it 2 them..Reason is because she wanna put Baby Kayleigh into infant care.N wanna go register..I fucking hell told her tat i do nt want 2 put Baby Kayleigh into infant care n she kept insisting.N hello can she pls wake up her idea.Kayleigh is my daughter wat right has she got 2 control where she wans her 2 b?I'm Kayleigh's mummy n i'll decide where i wan her 2 b when i start wrk.She has got no fucking right 2 instruct mi..She can go control her sons,daughter n husband but pls dun interfere in my life when she's such a miser.Everytink dun wanna pay n keep using tat fucked up big mouth 2 tok..Every weekend when i go back Woodlands i got 2 simply bring lyk my whole hse back there.She wans mi n Kayleigh 2 go back but down dere has got no shits.Nt even powder or oil 4 Kayleigh's tummy.How pathetic?So Darling started quarrelling wif mi over e Birth Cert.He carried Kayleigh n wanted 2 bring her away..Obviously i stopped him!He was so rude 2 e extend tat he wanted 2 fight wif my sis..Seriously can he stop being a mummy's boy?Nw tat we'll married i hope we can decide tinks on our own!I dun need anyone 2 come n teach mi how 2 lead my life..It's alwayz because of his mum tat had us ended in quarrels.U noe i wun b surprise if we were 2 separate..It's al tat fucking woman's fault.She broke up a wonderful family n it'll b her fault tat Kayleigh doesn't have a daddy!N ytd after quarrelling wif mi he decided 2 put Kayleigh down den go hm.Till now he didn't cal mi!So i msg-ed him & apologised cuz i noe i do have faults.Doreen alwayz tells mi dere's nothing wrong 2 give in thou my whole family insist tat i should nt b contacting him.I reali dunno man i feel so irritated n i seriously hate tat woman.Jux stop poking ur bloody nose into our marriage..Haiz i dunno when al tix shits is gonna end.My whole family is damn it pissed off wif e Soon family..I guess in tym 2 come dere's more quarrels 2 come.. =(

*I wan a happy family!

E fat mi & Baby Kayleigh
Webcam at my place

Freak i was happily blogging 1 chunk of shits n i accidentally hit a button n everytink is gone.Fuck it n it's nt saved at al..So forget it i shall jux upload pics instead..

Went parkway wif my Mama n Baby Kayleigh last nite..haha!Shopping 4 CNY clothes.Got 2 start buying sum now b4 Feb comes n got 2 rush n end up buying ugly clothes.It's been lyk so long since i can go shop 4 proper dresses.Pregnant tym,couldn't even buy any clothes n oso i dare nt buy too many!Cuz i noe i wun b wearing maternity clothes nw tat i've given birth.haha!I love shopping man n whenever i'm in e mood i'll wanna buy lyk everytink..haha!Sat i'll b goin wif Darling 2 continue my part 2 of shopping!Yeah..At least i did sumtink unusual frm al e other different days!haha..

Haha!Went back to Woodlands on Fri..In laws came 2 pick mi up!Was back 4 a nite n den Sat back home..Darling has got 2 book into camp at 6am on Sun!lol..Which means i'm allow 2 go clubbing on Sat nite.I went NEVERLAND again!Weee..haha..Also i visited TRUST 4 e 1st tym.Tat place was boring..Lyk sum hokkien ''ge tai''..lol!Tat place is different frm NEVERLAND.TRUST provides guys 2 company u if requested..N most of e guys r china man!Wtf rite?I tink i onli saw lyk 1 handsome thai guy n tatz it..haha!N of course i was a good good wife of Mr Soon.I jux sat dere n observe al e old aunties enjoying themsleves wif e young men!Thinking of e atmosphere dere makes mi sad.Is lyk women throwing money 2 those guys jux 4 tat short term of happiness.haiz!Alright back 2 wat i've done.Tat day reached hm at 5.30am..Lucky my Mama took care of Baby Kayleigh tat nite!haha..Thx Mama!lol..Was home slping e whole of Sun!Was god damn it tired!Maybe i'm getting on age cannot ''tong'' till so late..N 4 tix week i better b good n stay hm if nt my Mama is gonna slaughter mi 2 death..haha!It's been such a long tym since i last party till so hard..haha!Yeah-ness..I'm a happy woman!

Saw her folding her ear wif 2 fingers holding on

Happy 2nd year anni 2 Mr Soon MG!(Dating period)

Happy 2nd month-sary to Baby Kayleigh!

Well thx 2 my Mama 4 quarrelling wif mi last nite!haha..She made mi moody so my Sis brought mi out.Yeah!haha..We went Thai club it was mad fun..E performance was veri entertaining n e pple dere were veri friendly.You could just drink n get mad n dance till ur hrt content,i didn't go mad thou cuz was kinda shy.haha!We went 2 places 1 was NEVERLAND e other was SOCIAL.Omg e thai guys were fucking hot!Argggg...haha!E gals r hot too..No pics were taken cuz i was too busy bio-ing e hot babes n hunks.haha!I'll b goin back again 4 sure..Life is jux al abt enjoying n having fun.. =)

Fucking moody!

This is where i can rant out al my feelings..Cuz nobody wil b so god damn it free 2 hear mi complain over e same old tinks tat wil forever occur once in a few days tym..I jux quarrelled wif my Mama as usual.Sumtyms i tried 2 control my anger n nt agrue back but her words r jux so hrt piercing.She calls mi "bai chi","prostitude" n so on..As a normal human who e hell can keep quiet n nt defense herself when such remarks r being told str8 in ur face?For mi i can't..I feel so fuck up n irritated when my Mama uses such foul words on mi.It makes mi sad!It makes mi feel so un-loved..I noe tat she does have temper n sumtyms i admit i'm at fault 4 pissing her off but she should at least run e words through b4 saying it out.Doesn't she noe it's gonna hurt mi so badly?I noe tat she's nice 2 mi.She's my source of everytink..But tat doesn't gives her e right 2 jux keep scolding mi everyday!I hate 2 b nagged at..I feel tat i'm alreadi a big gal or rather an adult,i DO NOT lyk 2 b nagged at over small little tinks..Y mux she keeps blaming mi 4 getting married so young?Y mux she alwayz says tat i "gian song"?I feel so fucking pissed off when she says al tix..I noe it's my fault 4 nt making plans b4 marriage..But dere's nothing i can do now!Y is it tat when ever she cry it'll b my fault?Everyone wil blame mi 4 nt being filial..Whatever la!Fucking hate al tix shit..Today is jux nt my day! =(

Couldn't resist taking photos of this cute little gal.lol!It's enjoyable jux staying home wif her alone.Snapping every actions n movements of her's!haha..

I've kinda gotten use 2 Darling being in camp..I dunno 2 say if i'm being mean 4 nt missing him at tyms.haha!He was jux complaining tat day,saying his veri sure tat i'm so use 2 him being in camp.Beggining when he was 1st enlisted i'll msg him lyk 3,4 msg-es a day telling him how much i miss him n blah blah blah.N since Baby Kayleigh is out for e pass 2 mths i've stopped msging him.Reason being sumtyms i'm too busy tat i've forgetten 2 msg him or when i feel lyk msg-ing i've got no idea wat 2 say.haha!Actually i'm shocked tat he'll voice this out 2 mi..He totally doesn't look lyk e sort who wil look forward 2 receiving my msg-es every single day when he on his phone.haha!I didn't noe a man wif such high ego would actually need such attention frm mi.lol!After confessing his feelings 2 mi,i've been back msging him everyday b4 i slp n when i'm awake.Guess he muz b flying over e moon..lol!I'll bear in mind nt to neglect him in watever i'm doin..

I LOVE YOU,Soon Min Guang my husband! =)

First entry 4 e yr 2010..haha!Well tinking back when i'm stil in primary sch..Today marks e 1st day of sch in a new yr.Usually our teachers wil ask us to write down our New Yr Resolutions!I would stil wanna continue tix habit tat i've cultivated since primary sch.
1)To start wrk in March
2)Put in savings 4 Baby Kayleigh
3)Try nt 2 over spent n save 4 rainy days
4)Maintain a good marriage
5)Provide Baby Kayleigh e best in everytink
This is al i'm able 2 jot down..Once this resloutions r accomplished i'll head 4 bigger resolutions..haha!

1st Jan-Woke up at 11plus..Get ready n off 2 ECP 4 our cycling session.ECP was pack wif pple..We cycled for 2 hrs which cuases hurting butts!It was great sweating it out..Went home at 5 plus.haha!My Mama cooked steamboat..Ate together wif My Mama.my sis.sis ex gf n Darling.It was nice tat my sis said hi 2 Darling!haha..After which my sis got drunk n started getting abit dramatic!I noe she was sad!She n her 8 yrs gf had broke up..Reason being her ex gf felt tat their r/s was stagnant & her mum wants her 2 find a guy n get married.Seeing my sis getting so upset reali made mi realise how impt it is 2 appreciate n treasure e pple around u tat reali love & care 4 u.

2nd Jan-Went 4 sum fortune tellling wif My Mama n Aunt n den back to Woodlands!haha..Spend e whole sat at Woodlands home reason was Darling is tired.He slept lyk nearly e whole day.Tat nite Baby Kayleigh was super cranky.Starting frm 11plus she was awake till lyk 7am.So i'm lyk super shag looking lyk a mad woman.lol!I onli get 2 fall aslp when my MIL took over 2 tk of her in e morning.

3rd Jan-After waking up frm my sleep i went jogging wif Darling!Nt even half around round e estate i'm alreadi panting lyk a freak..Around 6pm My Mama came to pick mi,Baby Kayleigh n Darling.Went 4 dinner at Causeway,after tat off 2 Sembawang camp we went.Bye bye Darling!See u on Fri i hope..8/01/10!Our 2nd yr annivasary..haha!

4th Jan-I'm back at Hougang..Home alone wif Baby Kayleigh n blogging right now! =)