It's jux another home alone wif mi n Baby Kayleigh.My mummy is wrking!haha..Ever since Baby Kayleigh is out my life is simply home home n home.I'll b home most of e tym on weekdays.Weekends depends if dere's pple 2 help tk of her.I dun mind jux staying hm wif tix little gal..Cuz i noe sumwhere in March i'll b goin out 2 wrk n i'll have 2 b separated frm her.So here is e tym 4 mi 2 spend wif her. =)

Last nite i didn't get 2 tok on e phone wif Darling.Reason was cuz his having HELL day in camp.Meaning training for 24 hrs till tonight 9pm.Poor army boys got 2 suffer so much..N he was so random n text mi saying tat he misses mi n feels nt use 2 it as i'm nt beside him.It feels weird hearing those words frm him!N oso last sat,we were eating fish n chips when he suddenly asked mi 4 my plate n helped mi 2 cut e fish.After tat he asked mi if i'll eat e salad?I told him i'll eat it if dere's 5 packets of thousand island placed infront of mi.He stood up n got it 4 mi..I told him nt 2 b so nice 2 mi cuz i'm scare.Wat was his intention?Jux being sweet?Trying 2 make up 4 e day b4?Or other wise?Totally no idea..Maybe i'm jux being paranoid!

Omg i'm goin cycling this fri wif ITE frens!Am excited..Hope nothing cock up!I freaking hell need 2 lose tat fats..I feel fat!I wanna fit back into al my clothes..I wanna look pretty once again!I wanna gain back tat confident!haha..